Finally,
I've recovered from my fever and sorethroat
I do not feel the pain and heat anymore :)
Heat - probably not as much as past 2 days.
I'm just feeling very tired very easily.
I dun know why .
The medicine? Or..
Isit because of i've been thinking of many things?
Sometimes..
I would think why would my mother give birth to me.
For those who do not know...
My dad wanted to abort me at first.
But my mother insisted to keep me.
At times,
i would think back..
I have hurted my parents so badly,
especially my mother in the past.
Why do they still care and love me so much.
Till today, i havent got the courage to apologize
But, in my heart i still feel bad and miserable.
Talking about Studies.
I guess i'm able to cope it well.
So far so good ~
As long as im not lazy !
Neither do things at the last minute :P
Been thinking after this course...
Where should i go & What should i do?
I have been into many relationships.
In terms of breaking up, falling in love..
Quarrelments. Happiness. Anger. Jealousy.
I have gone it through all.
Able to comfort others, giving suggestions.
Being a listening ear ..
My love life has always been a failure.
Why cant i just find a guy and be with him till the end of time.
Or rather~ no obstacles blocking our way.
Sometimes,
i feel it's such a waste of time.
Otherwise,
you feel the love, happiness and concern
It will also build the maturity in you.
Seen many cases out there.
Thinking that love is such a weird thing.
Something that is hard to explain.
But im thinking ...
Perhaps,
an advice to single guys/girls out there.
When you never thought of stepping into a relationship again,
be certain of your decision and not regretting on ur decision
and let go of the relationship at the end of the day.
Though the decision of letting go might be faster or slower..
It will still hurt your partner badly.
GALS: What's worst is you've given your everything..
GUYS: Thinking that nothing has happened..
And your parnter gives you her/his trust in you.
Yet, you have treated them like this.
Dont disappoint them.
Be a man and be responsible for what you've done~
For those who thinks that..
the relationship doesnt work out anymore.
Meet up , sit together and work it out.
If it doesnt...
Stop holding on and drag on.
Better to end ur pain and sorrows earlier than later.
Treasure and cherish the ones who care and love you~
分手后不可以做好友，因为彼此伤害过。。。
不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过。。。
所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人。。。
My point of view :)
Im so freaking bored in Malacca.
Supposed to be in Singapore.
However my sister doesnt have holiday.
My 1 week holiday break is just so lifeless x_x
But anyway~ ii dint buy anything in Singapore this time.
For the very first time... I saved my money!
Haha~ So happy . I shall continue to do that.
If not, i gonna be nagged by my parents again.
6 cupboards of clothes laughs~
Anyway,
i miss my brother so much
I can even say that..
i just wan him to b my brother again in the next life!
I have never seen such a loving brother .
Im very fortunate and happy to have him as my brother.
During ups and downs,
we share our happiness and sorrows
he never fail to stay by me and support me.
He's always there for me.
I just cant wait to return to Singapore!
Miss him lots! ❤ Love him
School is going to reopen again.
Feeling lazy xD
During holiday, i cant wait to go back to School
But when it's over,
i seem to hate this feeling .
Haha weirdo me ~
1yr 3 months to go to graduate~
Time flies @_@ !
Shall end here~
Goodnite peeps.
Sweet dreams .
Sleep tight and Sleep well .
A brand new day tml :)
February 2010
